this weekend is quite an agonizing one for me. knowing that i'll have to lead word for cell, do vocal for worship, and lead children missions sunday. certainly a hefty amount of cmmitments for a chronic slacker like me. the only way for me to overcome it is to look at it objectively and know that they are not exactly un-survivable and i'll certainly be able to pull through if i go with the flow. i know worse things (lots more commitments) could happen. though really a tiring weekend (i'm alr feeling super tired by 9pm), it's not without its rewards.
turned out i did not have to lead word cos cheri has already prepared the word. but i have to last minute take worship. which wasn't really better either. but really thank God for my benelovent (i think wrong usage here...) CG members who helpfully read out the lyrics and cheri for lifting the atmosphere. i think i'm a little too dead that day.
then today i had to struggle to wake up cos i had to lead the children mission team. compounding to my anxiety is our tradition for spontaneity (euphemism for last-minuteness)! well, we managed to turn out unscathed (as usual) on both level 1 and 2. we even managed to play around with a couple of kids!
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Hello my name is jonathan chen. glad being able to start (yes...again) another blog after previous failures... pls read this blog with your own discretion. hope the cynical ones will take them with a pinch of salt and the gullible ones just believe them.