realised i've really not updated this blog for a really long while. well, just like my blog, i'm pretty lost during this period of time. very bulk of it is due to studies which has been really compiling itself and everyday seems like an never-ending, futile effort keep up with an avalanche of schoolwork that comes at you ravenously.

of course, schoolwork is nonetheless a sign of temporally delaying the onset of realistic work life that can ever easily get mundane and meaningless once you lose hold of your vision. so, i'm still grateful for the fact that i'm in UM, still. HAHA!

in retrospect from my last entry till now, mid jan, i realise that there is more to life than life itself may seem to be able to offer. though i've recently crossed an uneventful milestone in interpersonal relationship and interacting with people, i thankHim for the lessons learnt. it taught me to be more appreciative of the people and the things around me.

basically the festivities are pretty remote from my way of life as it is now. xmas down, new year down, and the almost too certain prospect of exams after cny sealed my fate of leading a moody cny. with the guys serving the nation, there's barely anyone that i can be crazy, and be myself to. God, pls help me to tide over this stressful period manz.

will post some pics in sch when i'm free tmr. this laptop never fails to fail me. haha! that's all.